Added: May 1, 2011
From: cutiepieeproductions
Duration: 0:5
Dacey's Point Of View.I got up from my seat and prepared to get off at my bus stop. I checked my phone for the fifth teen time since I got on my bus, and there was nothing new. I was worried as to why my boyfriend Justin hadn't texted or called. I wondered if something was wrong with him. But I didn't want to be the one to text him first, it just wasn't me and I hated to be the one to text him first. I got off my bus and walked down the block towards home. I reached my doorstep and noticed I had forgotten my keys inside. I rang the doorbell, mom answered the door and let me know that Justin was waiting for me upstairs in my room. I smiled as his name came out of her mouth. I quickly raced up the stairs and walked into my room. Justin was sitting on my bed, on his phone. I smiled at him, then he finally noticed at me, he smiled but even a five year old could tell it was fake. I frowned and sat next to him. I took his hand in mine, and intertwined our fingers. "Baby, something wrong? You didn't tell me you were coming over." The room was quiet for a few seconds, all you could hear was the noise of my dad and brother's curse words as they tried to fix the car outside. Justin finally cleared his throat, and let out a sigh followed by his words. "Dacey, honey .. I have to tell you something kind of .. um, not good." I stared into Justin's eyes, I was totally lost and confused. "What is it? Did something happen to your mom? Or Jazzy?" He shook his head. "No, my family's fine Dacey. This is about us." My heart race started to speed up, I knew what was happening. He stared at me, trying to tell me with his eyes. I let go of his hand, and ran my fingers through my hair. I stayed quiet before asking him, I tried to choke out my words between crying. "A-Are you break .. breaking up with me?" Justin bit down on his bottom lip and looked at the tile floor while not saying a word. I got up from my bed and let tears flow out as I yelled at him, I didn't let him talk because I had already understood what was happening. "How did it come to this? You .. you told me you loved me just last night? How can you do this, I gave you my everything! Wasn't that enough?" Justin got off the bed, and tried to take my hand but I pulled it away. I snapped at him, "Answer me Justin .. I deserve answers, don't I?!" He finally said something. "T-there's another girl in the picture Dacey .. I like someone else." My eyes widen in shock. I couldn't believe any of this, everything was happening too fast, too fast for me to understand. "I can't believe this..please say this is just a joke..tell me baby, that it's a joke." Justin shook his head. "I'm sorry. I really hope you know I mean it, I never wanted to hurt you but everything happens for a reason. I just want you to know, I want to be your friend." My heart sank when I heard his last words of that sentence. I let all my tears flow out, wishing he would hold me in his arms one last time. "I can't do that, you know what that would feel like? That'd be like my dog dying and my mom telling me we could keep it! I love you and I can't be just friends with you. I need you Justin, please don't do this. This hurts me a lot, understand me please." Justin pulled me close, wrapping his arms around me, I cried into his chest and inhaled his sweet smell. "I'm sorry Dacey. I hope with time you'll let me be your friend because your too amazing to let go fully." I cried harder then I looked up into his eyes. "I'm sorry I wasn't enough, but where did I go wrong?" He sighed then slowly let go of me. He stepped away & told me he had to go. "I'll see you around baby girl, stay strong .. for me." Before I could say anything, he was already out the door. I let myself fall to the floor, I wrapped my arms around myself and cried. I couldn't understand where I went wrong. I gave him my everything, I tried to be the best girlfriend possible? Why wasn't I enough? I knew it was going to happen again, it's always the same story happening over and over again for me. I wish I didn't let myself fall so fast..I love him and this is going to be difficult because I don't want to let go. Memories replayed in my mind, I couldn't let go of what had just happened. I couldn't find a bright side to any of it. - A year later , & I'm still trying to be a strong girl like Justin wanted me to be, he's still my everything & the only guy I've ever loved. I haven't put in any effort to move on because half of me just doesn't want to let go. Justin and I finally did become friends, good friends. I guess you could say we're extremely close, but I would still do anything to get him back. I finally met his girlfriend, turns out he had left me because she was waiting to date him. That turned into a big fight because it was hard to believe he was talking to someone else while with me. But I still have little hope of finding someone for me. But sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be good enough for anyone.- Tell me what you think , comment . ♥
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Rating: 5.0' max='5' min='1' numRaters='3' rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#overall ( ratings) Views: 296 Comments: 10
Jemi4everJJDL Says:
May 1, 2011 - Awe loved it <3 great job :)
nickjonaslover11234 Says:
May 1, 2011 - aww that was so sad but I loved it, I am very glad that you posted because you were gone for a while.
ItsJustemiJxD Says:
May 1, 2011 - awww i love it <3 it made me a little teary eyed D'=
smokinsister Says:
May 1, 2011 - aw that was cute :D i liked it! but it was sad. and it's too bad it happened to u. :(
thiritun28 Says:
Aug 22, 2011 - awww so sad.... :( poor her
musicislife798 Says:
May 1, 2011 - I loved this :)